The Competition

I know that I have not posted in a while but in that time things have changed a lot. For starters I now have 4 red stipes on my yellow-white belt but none of this is what is really going on.

I have a compititon coming up and I am nervous out of my mind. This tournement is national and big so I don't think that my skill will be enough to win a match, I also don't like the idea of the car ride there because it is 10 hours long and I get car sick easily.

Those are some reason I would not want to go but there is also a learning experience to this trip to. For instance, even if I lose I will still learn what positions I need to work on. Thats not the only thing either I will also be in a different place so there will be a bunch of new things to try out.

I have no clue on what to expect from this tournement and what i'm going to get out of this tournement, but what I do know is that I have to go to it.